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I Was The Loner of Paradise Valley

by Vylet Pony

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malcalor Vylet Pony is unapologetically herself in a really inspiring way on this LP. While it may lack the narrative structure that makes Carousel so fun to listen to, it keeps the production finesse, and makes up for it with sheer earnestness.

The wide variety of styles is here, though the album is more focused on mixing pop sub-genres
to create a thick and moody atmosphere.

"Sing a song about life" Favorite track: Paradise Valley.
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Ary BANGER AFTER BANGER AFTER BANGER why am i crying Favorite track: By The Seaside: A Boardwalk, A Garden Party, and a Fly.
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Mercurial I love how different this album is from Vylet's previous works. I love all the unique sounds that each track brings! And I love the slower and more relaxed vibe that it sets, while still remaining full of emotion and feeling, as all of Vylet's works are! It's absolutely beautiful and I love it! Favorite track: Paintbucket (ft. Namii).
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1.
Narcissus 03:54
(If you're waiting for me to give up, you might be here a while) (Sing a song about life) (Applejack, why are you so angry? It's just Strawberry's honest opinion. What's wrong with that?) (You know how we do it) Wish I could tear my heart out like you Everything could be so simple But I don’t wanna be like you Even if it kills me, kills me I’ve been where you’ve been Only thing that matters is that “they’ll grow thick skin”, right? Right Reflection of a lonely life — Narcissus with a broken heart Petals falling at the seams You can print a beauty mark With your insecurities Narcissus with a broken heart Lifting every rock you see You’ve been praying for a brand new start But still you are a raging sea — Your eyes like lightning bugs Trapped in a silhouette Outlines of your hopes and dreams Caress the sky you’ve met The ember that you’re hiding Burns bright in someone else Envying a humble strife Feelings you’ve not felt Raindrops they fall without a care You know, you know You find no fault inside your fear Even when the stars surround you Surround you Center of the universe Around you, Around you All you do is make things worse — Narcissus with a broken heart Petals falling at the seams You can print a beauty mark With your insecurities Narcissus with a broken heart Lifting every rock you see You’ve been praying for a brand new start But still you are a raging sea — Don't you waste my time Don't you waste my time Don't you waste my time Don't you waste my time
2.
Eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes, eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes like a motherfucking halo But don’t you dare call him an angel — Petty nepo boy in the pink shorts His daddy covers for his sins in the pink court Moccasins on, he don’t skin his own hides And his momma picked them out at full price Well I’d rather be a loner than a faker And I’d rather be a bitch than a taker They say “they’re gonna do it anyway, so let’s all just stay safe” — Words like bristles, smiles through grit Perfumes, poisons, in each spit Do you know the rules, do you follow? All which he decides change tomorrow — I’ve been in the hell he believes in It’s a ten step guide on social eating I’ve been growing on the walls and I’m staying Putting my money on the game that they’re playing I can't take you seriously When you're out there staring at me In your hive mentality Weaving your reality (By the seaside, by the seaside, by the seaside, by the seaside) — It's a long con it's another charade If you're not the type, then you just can't stay Everyone knows the name of the game But me (In the Hudson Bay, you know how we do it) Can't a girl get some room to breathe? "Feel free to smile, it'll put me at ease!" "Surely you can find the brighter side of it?" — Words like bristles, smiles through grit Perfumes, poisons, in each spit Do you know the rules, do you follow? All which he decides change tomorrow — I’ve been in the hell he believes in It’s a ten step guide on social eating I’ve been growing on the walls and I’m staying Putting my money on the game that they’re playing I can't take you seriously When you're out there staring at me In your hive mentality Weaving your reality (By the seaside, by the seaside, by the seaside, by the seaside) — Eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes, eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes like a motherfucking halo But don’t you dare call him an angel Eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes, eyes like a motherfucking halo Eyes like a motherfucking halo But don’t you dare call him an angel
3.
Been thinking to myself A little fish peeking out the pond 'Cuz I’ve been so scared In a way I haven’t before The world’s still been turning But I’ve finally been circling around Around Around again In the absence of comfort Trying to smile like then — Oh a fickle thing is self Eyes up for the recital Could a fluttering heart Fly too high? In the absence of comfort Trying to stoke a fire The oddities of yesterday Are so out of reach Even on The quietest night
4.
You've got me all figured out Cameras, lights, tracing my mouth (Woah) You know me before I do Show me what's hot and what's new (I still lay awake, lay awake, lay awake, and I dream) — Witness the death of all magic To the wisest, it’s tragic One man shouldn’t have all that We can take it all away just like that Function is a figment of the past Peer to pier, sailing for a wave behind glass Trash is treasure too murky to wade in And godliness is overrated (I still lay awake, lay awake, lay awake, and I dream) — The future is a square, it’s a blank, it’s a rerun Link death, enterprise murder since day one And you don’t think they know? Blazing Yggdrasil for a steady cash flow Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore — I can’t sort through all this clutter Your loudest words are still a mutter And who knows what of our future? When spring is over, byes aflutter — Twinleaf daydreams Disrupt their steady streams Art is only dead if you say so And beauty's not the spark, it's the afterglow Heaven’s no fun No fun anymore (In the Hudson Bay, you know how we do it) (I still lay awake, lay awake, lay awake, and I dream) — Witness the death of all magic To the wisest, it’s tragic One man shouldn’t have all that We can take it all away just like that The future is a square, it’s a blank, it’s a rerun Link death, enterprise murder since day one And you don’t think they know? Blazing Yggdrasil for a steady cash flow — Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore Heaven’s no fun anymore
5.
ECR 03:52
(Stop requested) (Approaching El Camino Real) Open all the doors When they're closing Drizzle on the glass Keeps me hoping Beauty in the wheels That keep turning Caffeine in the cup Stops the hurting I love everything Is it lucid? Scenes of every day Turned to loose ends Going by so fast Still a memoir Visions of the past Still you go far — (In the world between worlds, in the world between worlds) (Sing a song about life) — Passing envy of The homesick Finding home in what Feels listless Longing for the lull And the love Of the life Of the lonely soul (You know how we do it) Purgatory of The humdrum Haven to the Wisps of tandem Peering through the mist Through the fog Where the spirits Dwell (Touch yellow tape to open doors) (Doors closing) — Face that sunk A thousand ships Roads, now seas, We explore (In the world between worlds) Captain won't you Wake me when it's time? Spare no chime With dreams like mine (In the world between worlds) — Picture every face I had once known Do you know my name? Could it be so? Could you know my eyes When you said it? I wear every stitch Of your panic Pulling every petal From yourself Preaching from the Branch where I once fell Transient, the first Of communions Dreaming of a Pointless reunion — Face that sunk A thousand ships Roads, now seas, We explore (In the world between worlds) Captain won't you Wake me when it's time? Spare no chime With dreams like mine (In the world between worlds) Remember Remember Remember (In the world between worlds) Remember Remember Remember Remember (In the world between worlds) Remember (In the world between worlds, in the world between worlds) (Doors closing) (Please hold on)
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7.
03:44
So you're going to read Plato's myth of the cave? I gotta warn you, it's not easy ('Bout life) (In the Hudson Bay, you know how we do it) (In the Hudson Bay, you know how we do it) Before you explore, there are a few things you should know — I hold your heart in amber My static daydream You're a little white lie in my smile You’re a grain of salt in the sea You’re a ghost living in my pocket Haunting my memories You're the best of every game I've ever played From the valley to the ever burning everglade Is the moon always whole in the night? Many go in, but few come out To see the light — I know you're more than that! Blessing is not a fact But I believe in you Like crosses mark the path Oh! Cross cross cross Cross it out I'll make a nativity for you And I'll pray And I'll pray — I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you (1, 2, 3) I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you — Confess! I'll be waiting in the booth for you Tell me everything I've ever wanted I know you're a mess But that makes two of us Resurrecting, genuflecting in your name I've been dumb like you, so who's really to blame? Show me a sign! Are you real? Are you there? Would you be the same? — I don't know any other way To live with myself and you — You know how we do it You know what we say Keeping company like We're in Hudson Bay I've been on my knees Like I'm a patron saint Every station is a Crucifying flame And I've got faith like that Exercise my demons At the drop of a hat You are the way The truth And the life Of my past — I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you (1, 2, 3) I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you
8.
(Hashtag Wallace and Gromit, Forever) (Perfect) (I ate the moon) (What?) (Perfect) (No) (Break it down baby) (You know how we do it) — Colours, lines Geometry of self You wouldn't know The first sign of a tell "Welcome in! I hope you're doing well today" Did I do it right? Is this satisfactory? Paint me head to hoof Your carriage awaits I'll be your entertainment For the evening Colourpicking from your dreams Mirror image doll Would see my strings If I were to fall? (Jah) (No) — I feel your gaze When it's not there Waiting to chart Your lonely stare Copy paste the framing Print and pack the painting Swatch and style the language Of your aspect — Can't leave it to the fates To fight all When the lines align and I Might Lose it all again 'Cuz I just Might be the one To feign trust And it's all so fickle Fashioning a veil For economics to trickle Flip a coin for your thoughts Every step you take Is a bullet to dodge (It's a long way out) It's a long way out From inside If you know the moves You'll fit Right in? (Can't wait!) Can't wait to do it again Every other glare Breath out Breathe in Pick another poison Scraping by a chance To be revealed To them (Jah) (Break it down baby) — I feel your gaze When it's not there Waiting to chart Your lonely stare Copy paste the framing Print and pack the painting Swatch and style the language Of your aspect (Perfect) (No) (Break it down baby) (You know how we do it)
9.
(Okay, guys are you tired?) (Ugh, is it time to go yet? I'm ready) (It's 8:30) (It's 8:30, yay!) (Unintelligible) [Unintelligible] [Laughter] (— polka dot, awh yeah) [Unintelligible] (That's better) (It's a beautiful car, Izzy isn't it a beautiful car?) — Software ghost Do you believe in me? How could you be in reach? When you don't know my name Hide and seek in silence I hold the past behind us You are a soul in amber A window of your ember — This valley's haunted Shall I join the hunted? This valley poisoned me And I bred its toxins — Paradise waits in the Valley of shadows you cast To the victor the spoils Spoiling of sins you've amassed While these horrors so vile Flicker like film in the dark Weep gentle souls They lament your part Lurking in their reflections [You know how we do it] — Flag at half mast Setting my signals aflame I'm so sorry Would that this moment be frayed Repent, repent Reap at the end I know we'll mend Please look at me — This valley's haunted Shall I join the hunted? This valley poisoned me And I bred its toxins
10.
(There you go) Every time I spread my wings I think of you Heaven ain't what it used to be Maybe I'm the fool Holding you My amber moment in time I still remember hitting the concrete When the earth was mine Please don't laugh Please don't look at me that way Oh ego, mine empty promises Could I know your true gaze? Betwixt, ablaze and grounded Lay to rest the veins I bleed To crucify the angel That you hoped of me (Aye) — Brother, are you proud of me? I think I'm unfolding Space and time between my eyes No tears for beholding The weight of tomorrow Shatters our crystal ball How could I not look back From the mess of it all — (Their cynic parley is just the way they cry) (The city we built turns to flame) (Just close your eyes) (And fall to the sky) Can you hear me? Can you hear me? Can you hear me? From all those miles away I know it's been so hard Lost my faith in a flame in the dark Maybe I could be the parasite In the valley of paradise (In the Hudson Bay, you know how we do it) — Brother, are you proud of me? I think I'm unfolding Space and time between my eyes No tears for beholding The weight of tomorrow Shatters our crystal ball How could I not look back From the mess of it all Brother Are you proud of me? Holding warships off the path To victory Brother to Sister Could you take me in again? Like when you saved me Can you hear me From all those miles away? — [Laughter] (Oh Jesus)

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"I Was The Loner of Paradise Valley” is a collection of stories about turning your life around, reframing how you see yourself, making amends with your childhood self, navigating the complexities of now, and choosing how you remember people in your life in light of turmoil.

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released December 25, 2023

Writing: Zelda Lulamoon (Vylet Pony)
Music & Vocals: Vylet Pony
Production, Mixing, & Mastering: Vylet Pony
Cover Art & All Illustrations: Larvaecandy

Track 4 - Interpolates and samples "Jealousy" by FeatherVOCALS
Track 8 - Features vocals from Namii, and additional recordings from CalamariSpider
Track 10 - Features additional recordings from AstroEden

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